Everyone was right.
1 year of fighting so hard to prove them wrong.
But here's the towel.
Let me throw it at you. That's how it's done, apparently.
Take it.
1 year of fighting so hard to prove them wrong.
But here's the towel.
Let me throw it at you. That's how it's done, apparently.
Take it.
Some days, the world spins differently.
It does a backflip and an outstanding somersault, finishing with a half twist of acrobatic proportions.
And then the life as you know, is no longer.
God has a way of mocking the human race. He bribes you with hope and spoils you with luck.
There's that tiny print that the ants carry on their backs but we squish them with our finger tips or torch them with lighters, drowning in our shrill laughter so the message is never received that:
We're the world's little toys.
The Wolves howl at our foolishness,
Horses guffaw when we never learn,
Cats snigger at our cries for affection,
and Crows cackle overhead when we fail, and fail again.
The world mock us, along with God above as we 'live'.
Egoistic and self centered,
rotten and obtuse,
optimistic and ignorant.
We pick ourselves up blindly, eat our cake, struggle to survive, battle disasters, and start pointless wars.
All while withering away slowly until Death comes to tell us, 'you've used up your credit'.
And then the moment you leave,
God sends someone new to take over your place.
No one probably gives a shit about this but.
being 26 is difficult because you're seen so much shit happen to yourself and everyone around you all you can think of shit is coming to get cha shit everywhere shit coming from assholes shit out of people's mouths shit in people's brains shit swallowing an entire person's existence shit just fucking with your life and i know being 26 means you're supposed to be mature and controlled, ready to face the world, you'd think with 26 years of life experience you'd glide through life with grace, elegance and understanding.
but no.
being 26 means you've passed the peak of your prime, the time when things like collagen, purpose and clarity start packing up to go because you're supposed to have gathered them up, squeezed them till they're dry as an autumn leaf so you're not left a mediocre shit-stained shell, jaded and empty and oh dear god do i wish i'd died when 25 came strolling by as my legs dangled off the ledge dear god why.
why did i even stop to contemplate the possibility of possibility?
i've fucked up too much to be saved.
A lie by omission is one where one lies by omitting a fact, deliberately leaving another person with a misconception. Lying by omission includes failure to correct pre-existing misconceptions. If you are withholding relevant information in order to sway a person's judgment in some way, then it appears you are in fact lying to him or her. So here's Buddy.
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