Dirty but not really

2 weeks ago in Hong Kong,

The 2 most awesome people on the planet lolled around in their underwear after a long day of touristing because they were too tired to bathe yet could not bring themselves to sit on the bed in the clothes they had worn out. And that is totally how everyone else in the world should do it.

WANT.

You know you're going through something

When all you see are JC's Coltrane.

"You don't have to be embarrassed to be eating, Sophia."

But I am. And I can't help it.

It is about being human and needing and wanting and having a soul and defying what you cannot control because nothing can or will succumb you, even death. It is about loath and punishment. It is about guilt and distraction. It is about feeling in its ugliest form. And the best part is, it may appear to be have left, forsaken your unachievable aims at perfection, but it never does.

So yeah, that sucks, pretty much.

On a merrier note, I've been having amazing conversations today and that hasn't occurred in a really, really long time. Life feels full again. Maybe the universe is trying to tell me something.

Being creepy

Here's a conversation portraying selective neediness.

Very fun, but can only be done to people close enough to not take you too seriously.

EVEN WHEN YOU ARE SERIOUS.

Okay no.

Okay yes.

Okay no.

I feel too secure to decide.

...

Oh and here's あかちゃん.

We just met but I sense something tightening between us.

Except I can't be too sure, he doesn't talk much.

LOL, sweetheart.

"She told me to be careful. She said your heart is
an empty valley and that you are a robot."

"Thanks for the inspiration! I'm creating a
Robot Gang. Please send her a 'lol' for me.
With mucho love, of course."

♡ ♡ ♡

My childishness is ridiculous for a 25 year old.
Haha.

Smoking conversation

"The problem with you, mew, is that you fail to understand how people work. You only know how you work and what appears logical or makes sense. The thing is, nothing ever fully makes sense, you cannot try to break everything apart and find an explanation for why it is. Stop trying to control or predict the world and freaking out when people respond in an unexpected manner. We are all individuals, accept and register that before you set yourself on fire."

"DID YOU JUST QUOTE STARS."

"Yes, I did. One strike off my bucket list."

"I WILL ONLY RESPECT YOU IF YOU QUOTE TUPAC."

...

Umph, I've missed talking about other things besides the juvenile activities of life.

snugs

Boss : Say hi to her. Whichever one she is.

Kitty : Um okay awkward.

** absolutely not drawn to scale. we are not nearly that gigantic / tall **

Obviously not a fan of Star Wars despite my growing (hopefully stagnating) collection of 'young padawans'.

YA SO.

Sometimes life throws you a curveball and the drawring you thought would be epic, turns out like this:

Colouring is tough business ):

Well, I've been sad and I need distraction. Partying and reading and sleeping used to work flawlessly but nowadays I am inundated by misery and self loath greater than trival life activities, it is impossible to detach my mind from generating its glorious filth.

The only thing that seems to work is
writing about sadness.
WHICH IS REALLY IRONIC.
LOL.