Breakup season

Would not exist if everyone would just practice the following steps:
- be nice
- dont take your partner for granted
- talk shit out and settle it
- put in effort
- do drugs. If all else fails.

It is not that difficult seriously. Or maybe it is. I dont know. Im not an expert but good god I just wish everyone was happy and less sad and everyone's partners would treat them like gold and vice versa. Imagine if everyone acted that way, imagine the significant depletion of sadness that would create.

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I ALSO DONUT KNOW IF I WANT TO GO OUT OR NOT.
life is full of decisions.
i know that i will get pissed fucking drunk if i go out tonight with the people i am going out with.
but if not i will be at home soaking in my misery of being sad and imperfect and then i will want to swallow a whole bunch of pills and end up in hospital a-fucking-gain but i am supposed to be way past that. except i am not. also randomly i watched silver lining notebook and it is now my favourite show. of all time. the entire damn movie was 100% relate-able i kid you not. so okay shit.

ta.