Ugh.

Last night I was so upset I actually felt a.. stirring, as Jack Sparrow would put it. A stirring of sorts that resulted in me choking. This is a rarity and I actually felt human for the first time, in a long time.

So in order to not experience that anymore, I'm going to quit this shit. I think I've got 9/10 of my mind bent on it already so this is a fairly affirmative decision. Karma is quite possibly informing me of her existence and I am fucking scared shitless. It's like deja vu, I need to start learning from my mistakes and never look back again.